Everytime a bell rings an angel gets his wings.  Lost inside my soul a bottomless pit.  Too dark to see it, no chance to dodge it, why do i explore then?  I know i'll hit it and be sucked into the pain.  All my demons are there.  Everything that plagues me.  I go to dance with Jak of the Shadows.  Someday i will lose his game and he will claim my soul, but for now, for now I play to live.  Dancing with Jak is like running into oncoming traffic, trucks cars zooming by u, all that keeps u alive is how fast u can move and the reflexes of the drivers.  Do i have a death wish?  no.  I did.  Now i play to feel alive.  I dont wish to die, I just dont care if I live.  But im working on that.  Now i have a reason to be.  shes 5'4" with blond hair blue eys freckels and a gorgeous body.  when shes with me, I can ignore Jak's call.  when shes with me, I am alive.  nails rake across a back, teeth bite into a shoulder, screams rip the air, people stop and stare, at the unlit window...whats happening there?  smiles cross faces, recognition dawns, couples look at each other, and each heads to their home.  till death do them part, may come faster if they dont slow down, surely kill each other, after they knock the house down.  An angel falls from heaven, sentenced to die, knocking at my door, seeking the sanctuary inside,  an open house for them all, a shoulder to rest on, let ur worries fall, i can soothe ur pain, lift the weight off ur back, my hands are magic, feel the tenderness in their touch.  the aches and pains soothed away,  relax and drift off, ive got a blanket, u can sleep here is sanctuary, no angels deserve to die.